Thursday, June 12, 2014

My Rock Bottom

       In the early morning hours of April 28, 2014 my world stopped. Around 4:07 AM it was confirmed that my husband’s missing airplane had struck a wind turbine just 10 miles from his destination. Around 4:23 AM I was told what I already knew. My husband of just 6 weeks had not survived along with the 3 other souls on board. I don’t think I even cried. Shock took over my mind & body. And the rest of the week is much of a blur………


But let me rewind so I can fill you in on our story. I can’t do that in this crazy thing called life (unfortunately), but I surely can do it on blogspot.com

February 28, 2014… I FINALLY completed graduate school and was officially done having a long distance relationship with my fiancé! We were ecstatic to have survived my long haul of 30 months in CRNA school and had just one week to finish up last minute details before we were Mexico-bound for our wedding. We were so happy, relieved, and just plain excited that it was finally almost here!

March 12, 2014… Our wedding day was our perfect start to forever. We were surrounded by 68 of our family & friends saying, “I do” on a beach in Mexico as the sun began its decent. There was not one thing we would have changed about our day. To us, our dreams had come true.

March 29, 2014… This is actually our legal wedding date & another Fischer celebration! For those of you who know us, we like to party J Our wedding reception was, again, everything we hoped- great company, amazing food, and an awesome band {Goodroad}! We had a blast celebrating our love with everyone who could attend!

April 2014… The month of April for me consisted of studying as I was preparing for my national boards. DJ spent long days at the airport getting his beloved 802 ready for the 2014 spray season. He was so excited to get in his spray plane and do what he loved!  We had lunch together everyday and supper together nearly every night. We enjoyed each other’s company and began to settle into married life. Despite studying, it was awesome. The weekend of April 25, 2014 approached and he decided to fly to Texas with a couple of guys from around the area to attend a cattle sale. He knew I had one final weekend of studying to push through so he thought he would get out of the house. From the moment he told me about the plan, I had a bad feeling. But that was normal. When you’re married (or even dating) to a pilot, a cropduster nonetheless, you have lots of bad feelings. And so far, none of those bad feelings resulted in anything bad. So I did what I usually did…. Made him promise to check in with me, let me know the minute he was on the ground, watch the weather, etc… {Side note: it’s funny how you become a meteorologist when you’re married to a pilot} DJ, Brent, Nick, and Logan all arrived in windy Texas without any issues on Saturday morning. Off to the cattle sale they went….

April 27-28, 2014… I woke up at 5:30 AM that Sunday worried about the weather that was on its way to the entire Midwest. DJ of course calmed my worries and ensured me he was watching it closely. I trusted him and went about my day of studying. The last time I heard his voice was around 5 PM. They were just getting ready to take-off from Hereford, Texas. He texted me & let me know when he was flying over Oklahoma, Kansas, and Nebraska. At 8:54 PM I received my last ever text from him that said “Goin over Chamberlain.” I replied with “Keep flying safe.” If only I would have known that would be our last conversation, I would have responded with “I love you”…. At 10:42 PM, I knew something was horribly wrong. I hadn’t heard from him and knew he should be home by now. I went to the airport where one of his brothers met me. We turned on the runway lights and tried to get him to come in on the radio. Nothing. By 11:15 PM flight services was contacted and after discussing departure times, last contacts, text messages, etc… They deployed search and rescue by 12:30 AM, now April 28, 2014. I was sick to my stomach. I went home and my sister-in-law came over (DJ’s 2 brothers took off for Highmore to try find him and the 3 other men) and crawled in bed with me. We layed there and tried to convince each other planes went down and people survived as we saw every hour on the clock pass that night. I don’t remember much after the 4 AM hour… As mentioned above, I was in complete shock. How could this happen 6 weeks after our wedding day, the beginning of our happily ever after?!?!??

April 28-30, 2014… Shock continued. Tears flowed. And many hugs were given. Family & friends & complete strangers wrapped their arms around us. On April 30, 2014 @ 2 PM I was supposed to be taking my boards, but instead on this date and at that exact time I planned my husband’s funeral with his family. I will never forget looking at the clock and thinking how could this possibly be?

May 1, 2014… DJ would have turned 31 today AND would have found out he was going to be a daddy! I found out I was pregnant at 5 AM that morning. Again, shock. Of course, I knew this was a definite possibility, but considering the events on April 27, I figured it would be “too good to be true” if I indeed was pregnant. {Disclaimer: All those Coors Light bottles consumed over the last few weeks were filled with water; also, my sister in law has a great Kool-Aid recipe that matches Mike’s Hard Cranberry Lemonade perfectly J} After I stared at the positive home pregnancy test for a few hours and contemplated taking another five just to confirm, I decided this was my silver lining to this nightmare I was living. This was my strength to get me through saying my final goodbyes to my husband. This is what was going to me through to other side of grief. I could do this. I HAD to do this for our baby, my little piece of heaven on earth.

May 3, 2014… I said goodbye and I love you to my beloved husband. It was the hardest day of my life.

May 5, 2014… I had a repeat quantitative HCG drawn, which confirmed my number was continuing to climb… This was a good sign and according to the calendar and my quant, I was 4-5 weeks along. 

May 8, 2014… I met with my OB for the first time. More blood work was drawn and an ultrasound was done. They warned me that they probably wouldn’t see anything on this ultrasound because I wasn’t very far along. BUT, the ultrasound tech was able to identify a gestational sac immediately and I measured right at 5 weeks with an estimated due date of January 8, 2015. My OB was impressed, but with the emotional stress my body was enduring, she wanted to keep a close eye on me. I left there feeling cautiously optimistic, yet realistic knowing all too well my risk (anyone’s) risk of miscarriage.

May 29, 2014… My 8-week appointment. Well, remember my aforementioned “too good to be true” feeling I had upon finding out I was pregnant? That basically sums up this appointment. The ultrasound suggested I was 5 weeks 6 days…. Remember this is 3 weeks after my last appointment where I measured 5 weeks. My heart sank. My OB asked if dates could be off. Had my husband been alive? Maybe.  But I knew it wasn’t humanly possible. We decided to draw more blood and check another pregnancy hormone level. To our surprise, my blood work all was consistent with a viable, 6-week pregnancy. So my OB and I decided it was worth it to give this little bean another week, a gazillion prayers, and a heck of a lot of hope.

June 5, 2014… I would be 9 weeks pregnant today. I decided to go back to the ultrasound room alone for this appointment. If there was another loss, I didn’t want anyone else to have to see it. Plus, I knew DJ was with me. The tech came in and started. I knew right away that this pregnancy was no longer viable, as there was no change in the measurements. I envisioned my guardian angel sitting in the chair next to the table I was laying on, holding my hand and his other arm and hand supporting his forehead while he cried. I only saw him cry once in our 22 months of knowing each other, but I know this loss, my loss, moved him to tears. Thankfully, I had prepared myself mentally for this appointment. Although I wanted nothing more than my "little piece of heaven on earth" with me, I knew that this baby must have needed his or her daddy more- can’t blame him or her, I guess. I accepted my miscarriage with grace and found peace in knowing our baby was in heaven with daddy, grandpa, a couple of cousins, many of our friends’ little peanuts, as well as several other family members. My OB and I discussed options at this point and I elected for a D&C even though I was terrified of being put to sleep for surgery (I was supposed to be putting people to sleep, not getting put to sleep!!!) This was planned for Tuesday, June 10, 2014. Before I left, I mentioned to her that I had found a lump on my breast and thought she should check it out. Upon examination, she ordered an immediate breast ultrasound and mammogram. Yes, this is really happening. Phone calls were made and I was able to get right in at the imaging center down the street. So I filled my mom in on the 2- minute car ride and we went on to the next appointment. The ultrasound was done first. The radiologist read the scan and determined that the mammogram was necessary. {Side note: Mammograms while pregnancy hormones are elevated are not fun. Period} To my surprise, the radiologist came and talked to me immediately following the mammogram. He came into the room, introduced himself and said, “Well I have some good news and not so good news…” REALLY?! Ok, at this point, I’m numb to life so bring it on. He said the mass was not a cyst, but definitely some sort of tumor… While the characteristics of the mass per the images looked benign, he could not guarantee that to me. So his recommendation was to have the entire mass removed and sent for pathology. I called my OB’s nurse and explained this situation. We made an appointment for me to meet with the general surgeon on Monday, June 9, 2014 and added an excisional breast mass biopsy to my already scheduled D&C for Tuesday.

June 10, 2014… SURGERY DAY… I was nervous for many reasons.
#1 This meant my pregnancy, my once- in-a -lifetime shot of being a mama to DJ Fischer’s babe, was officially over. I wasn’t sure how I was going to handle that emotionally today and in the days to come. This was supposed to be my silver lining….
#2 I was scared of anesthesia… And decided ignorance is bliss.
#3 What if this breast mass is the ugly “C” word? Because let’s face it, I’ve lost my husband and our baby in a 6 week timeframe. I don’t think God necessarily says “Well she has lost so much lately, let’s give her a break this week”…. Things happen. And I am here to tell you that you have no control over these things. The pathology report for this mass wouldn’t be back until late afternoon the following day.

I had 2 requests on June 10, 2014… That my guardian angel be with me at all times and that I be given really good drugs. And those 2 requests were granted! Everything went so smooth. I arrived at the hospital at 6 AM and was discharged by 10 AM. Everybody was so nice and their empathy meant the world to me. I remember going back to the OR around 6:55 AM. I got settled on the operating room table and my general surgeon came to my side and held my hand until I was sleeping. What a nice guy! I have never seen a surgeon do that before. Surgery went off without a hitch and I woke up in the recovery room 20 minutes after I had been dropped off (thank you good drugs). My mom took me home to Gettysburg and I recovered nicely with no discomfort to speak of. Since April 28, 2014 pain is perceived much differently. And this physical “pain” was nothing compared to the pain of losing the man I loved with all of my heart.

Today… June 12, 2014… So here I am. A widow at 28 years old. No baby on the way. And no more lump, which by the way, was what they call a fibroadenoma- a benign tumor (Thank you Lord). Sometimes I feel as though I have had everything taken away from me. I feel cheated, especially in my short marriage to the man of dreams. We would have celebrated 3 months of wedded bliss today! I can’t say though, that I have lost everything. I still have my faith, a great family, the best of friends, an amazing, supportive community, which has become home to me, and a whole army of people supporting me, lifting me up, and wrapping their arms around me. Amidst everything over the last 6 weeks, there has been no greater loss than that of my husband. I miss him dearly.

I will close with a quote a good friend, who at the time did not know of these “other” events taking place in my life, sent me last week. It is a quote from Giuliana Rancic in regards to her battle with infertility and breast cancer…

“True strength really is staying strong when the whole world would forgive you if you were to fall to your knees and give up… That’s true strength… Not giving up.”


--Megan

79 comments:

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  2. Megan - you have no idea who I am, but my Cousins Carrie Jo and Justin Larsen knew DJ. So since the accident I have been following your story. My heart has broke for you since I heard the news. I did know Nick and Brent as well. After reading this, I cannot imagine the pain you have gone through -just breaks my heart. You are a strong woman to have gone through the lost of your husband and even a stronger woman to continue to go forward every day. I know DJ has been with you every step of the way. I am proof of a complete stranger praying for you. I look forward to following your blog. Even through all the tragedy you have endured -you are in inspiration to me. Prayers to you for many days to come!

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  3. You are an inspiration in so many ways.
    I can't even put it into words.
    Stay strong -

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  4. Megan, my long distance childhood friend whom I adored and was so proud to know you and call you a friend. Those sentiments ring true more than ever now as an adult too. Thank you for choosing to share your story. Thank you for choosing to live truthfully and with immense strength. You are spreading light and love that will surely have a ripple effect on everyone.

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  5. You don't know me but I have read your story thru Darcy Warren's FB page and put you in my prayers......You are a true inspiration to everyone.....Your story will inspire and help many people to get thru things in life....Keep your faith if you do nothing else....You will continue to be in my prayers.....Praying for you....Thanks for sharing and God Bless You...

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  6. Megan,
    I don't know you and you don't know me, but I learned of your husband's tragic passing through co workers and through the news. I will continue to pray that the Lord would wrap His loving and comforting arms around you-- I admire you for your courage to share your story.

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  7. You are a true inspiration....Praying for you and keep your faith....You are a strong will person...Thanks for sharing your story as hard as it is...Yes you have a great community here...

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  8. You are in my prayers. I don't know you, but you have so much more strength than I ever could have. Continue to keep your head towards heaven and God.

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  9. I'm speachless. Thanks for sharing; I think of you often! I think I met DJ... at a Gypsy Days long ago. As so many people have probably told you, you are inspirational.... you've always been inspirational:) To many bright days ahead... and great memories never forgotten.

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  10. Megan, I heard of your story through Tyrone and Carmen Kraft. My late husband went to Lake Area for aviation maintenance with Ty. A strange coincidence, is that my sister and I were at the same resort in Mexico but left a day before you guys got married. We saw your wedding party at the Tapas restaurant. I recognized Air Kraft Spraying on your mugs. I just wanted to let you know I have been praying for you and all of the family and friends of everyone involved. Thank you for sharing your story. I know it was positive examples like you that helped me get through and continue to get through the grief of losing my husband. I had someone share the following quote with me and it speaks to me every day "With each new dawn, may the memory of your loved one and the support of those who care bring light to your days and hope to your heart."

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  11. Megan-

    When I heard the story of DJ's plane crash I didn't realize right away that you were his wife. The minute I made the connection my heart broke for you. I can't imagine how you are getting through this all. You honestly have more strength than anyone I've ever known. I feel lucky to say I truly did get a chance to know you when I was working at MMC. You are truly an inspiration in your will to get back up and in your decision to share your story. I've always felt that blogging was a true therapy for me and I hope you can find that as well.

    Thoughts and prayers as you continue to climb back up from these last 6 weeks. It will be a lifelong journey, but with the mindset you have, you will get through this.

    Megan Wellner

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  12. Hello Megan,
    We have never met. Susan Meidinger, who I do know, shared your blog. You and I have some things in common. I was a widow at 30 after almost four months to the date of my wedding (Pierre, SD). My husband, David, 29, had a massive heart attack and died. He was tall, did not have a weight problem, very active and a very popular guy. He had an unknown heart problem that lead to the heart attack. I, too, was devastated. I prayed I was pregnant but was not. I vividly remember feeling so alone even though I had family and friends checking on me regularly. I couldn't sleep. When I did go back to work, I couldn't focus. I felt like my life was spinning out of control and so many times I wished I had been to the one to die. Eventually, with the help of family,friends and God, I walked through the door to a support group meeting. Actually, I went to two different support groups each week for months. It didn't take too many sessions before I lost it and opened up. Looking back, that is when the healing began. Slowly I got through all the anniversaries of all the holidays and special times we shared. I fell asleep crying on each one. You've heard that saying that it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. I didn't agree with that statement for a long time. But I have a wonderful friend who has never forgotten about me and she has never had a relationship to this day. I was then able to thank God, who I was pretty mad at, for letting me be the one who married David and share his last days with him. I was convinced that I would never love like that again but full of thanks for having loved. Five years later, I met John. We dated for a long time and are now married. I love him dearly. I never thought that would happen again. I also had a benign tumor removed from one breast and a miscarriage. I never have been pregnant since but we adopted the greatest boy and love him so much. He is now 14. I have travelled a road I never came close to imagining. I thank God for giving me strength and guidance. Stay strong, Megan, and hold on to your guardian angle. Mine is still with me today.

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  13. Megan -
    My name is Kayla. You have no idea who I am, and I don't know you aside from the stories I have read about you. I am currently a student at SDSU planning a wedding to a wonderful man who makes me feel absolutely invincible. To put myself in your position would be unbearable, and I can't even come close to imagining the pain you have experienced in the last few months. You are a warrior: a beautiful, true inspiration of hope in its most solid form. While you might not feel like it, you are lucky: you have been blessed with one of the strongest hearts I have ever encountered. Stay strong and positive in your times of heartache. Know that you and your story have affected people you have not even glimpsed once in your life. Thank you for being you.

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  14. Hi Megan. I am so sorry to hear about what you have gone through. You have gone through so much in such a short period of time. Your story touched me especially, because I have gone through something similar over the last year. I blogged about it as well.(http://www.tonylarson.blogspot.com) I just happened to come across your blog on Facebook, shared from a family member of mine that lives in South Dakota. Again I am so sorry, and after being through what I have, it makes me so sad and angry that people have to go through this. I am happy to hear how positive and grateful you seem despite it all, and I wish that I could be more like that. I feel a connection to you and I would be happy to listen and talk with you anytime about anything! Keep your faith strong and God will keep close and help you through anything. And be comforted that your guardian angel is watching you always, and will see you again someday soon, forever :) Take care and maybe hear from you sometime. -Tony

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  15. It takes real courage to open your heart. Especially on blog for everyone to see. I pray for you and the other families for your loss and hope God gives you strength in the days ahead.

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  16. Completely moved. You have amazing spirit. Never give up. I will share with my family. Jay Johnson (Mitchell SD kid now living in Indiana)

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  17. You are so brave for sharing your story. You exemplify strength. Your story is one that is powerful-thank you for inspiring us. May faith, family, and friends be with you---always. And prayers for you on your journey from Seattle (with roots from Aberdeen, SD).

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  18. We don't know each other, but a friend of mine from Gettysburg shared your story with me. I hope you know what an inspiration you are, through your blog and undoubtedly in your living example, because of your strength. From one South Dakota girl to another....I'm sending you a great big hug and lots of prayers and love and wishes for a speedy return to health for you, and most of all for your heart to heal. It seems so unfair for you to have endured all you have this past few months. Please know that along with all your friends and family, are strangers out here keeping you in our prayers and wishing you well.

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  19. Megan,
    I'm so sorry for your losses. I know what losing a child means, and my heart aches from the very bottom for you. However, I don't know what it means to lose a husband; and for that my whole body feels sad and rundown You're amazing, and strong, and brilliant, and beautiful. Please always remember that. Use that knowledge to help get yourself out of bed everyday, and do the best you can to continue through this new normal your life has become. Best wishes, and take care of you.
    (Amber Overgard - Faulkton SoDak kid, now living in Maryland).

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  20. Wow...not too many times in my life that i've been choked up, and this takes the cake..I think this whole story just goes to show you that even when you think your life is tough, you have no idea what someone else is going through..Your mental toughness and amazing optimism through your whole ordeal should be an eye opener for anyone who reads this..Utterly amazed...

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  21. Hi Megan. I'm so very sorry for your losses. You've never met me, but I am a distance cousin of DJ. DJ's grandma Mary is my grandpa Jim's sister. I remember playing with DJ and his brothers and sister at Mike and Mary's at the lake when we were kids. Your'e so very strong and such an inspiration! Stay strong. We've been thinking of you and sending well wishes. Take care! Thank you for sharing your story!
    ~Heidi Combs-Janda from DeSmet, SD

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  22. Megan I know we dont know each other but just know I am saying a prayer for you to stay strong and know that you will see them again someday! They will be waiting for you! God bless you

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  23. Oh Father bless her abundantly and exceedingly above all she could ever dream possible. I thank you that you hold her hubby and their child tonight as we speak....please I beg you to continue to hold Megan ever so close to you and supernaturaltake the pain in her heart and replace it with joy. I thank you and give you all the praise and all the glory in Jesus name AMEN AND AMENNNNNNNNNNN

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  24. Megan, like many others who have posted comments before me, you and I have never met. Chet is a family friend, and I learned of your loss and story through my dad. Please know that I am thinking of you and praying for your strength and healing.
    - Crystal Nutt

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  25. Megan, I cannot imagine. I just cannot imagine. God bless you. I didn't know your husband, but I had friends who did. I will continue to be praying for you.

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  26. Megan,
    You don't know me and I don't know you. I did meet DJ a few years ago briefly. What a great man! You and I got married at about the same time and when I first heard about the crash I cried and prayed for you and thanked God for the blessing of my husband. After reading your whole story, I sit here crying for you. I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine going through even a fraction of what you have been through, and in such a short period of time. You are such a strong woman. You are in my prayers.

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  27. Hello, Megan, how are you? My name is Anna. I am from South Dakota too, but now I live in South Korea teaching English. I saw your blog because some Facebook friends shared it. I read it and I can't believe this happened to you. I think about what I was doing the weekend your husband passed away, I was moving to Korea after teaching for over five years in Japan. To me, it seems like I have been here a short time, not even two months yet, but in that same time so much has happened to you. A lifetime of things has happened to you. :( I know you don't know me, but if you ever need someone to talk to, please email me. I am 14 hours ahead of you in the summer, so I am up when people at home are sleeping. Also, if you ever want to get away for a while, please come visit Asia. sometimes getting a while for a while can do wonders for the soul. You are such a strong, brave woman. Please keep your blog up. I will be praying for you! Take care.

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  28. I haven't honestly cried that hard since I got the news that my father had drowned in an ice fishing accident. I feel your pain and loss. And I can't imagine going thru something of this degree again. I'm ao sorry for your loss Megan - I dont know you at all.. one of my Facebook friends here in Sioux city shared your blog post. I am wrtiting this thru tears and a heavy heart just to tell you that you're loved .. and ao lucky to have shared a life with this man of your dreams. He's with you from here on out no matter what you do right by yoi no matter what. you can be thankful as I was myself for my father ,that he went what he loved... And knowing that you were the last thing on his mind . My heart goes out to yoi and your family. Hugs galore and prayers in abundance from Megan in Sioux city Iowa. You are an amazing woman.... God has a plan !!!

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  29. Hi Megan. I can only imagine all the pain and emotional turmoil going on right now. After reading this I know beyond a shadow of a doubt you have Guardian Angels and they are with you through this all. Thank you for sharing your story and you have made me believe you can be strong when things happen. Stay strong and know that you have touched a lot of peoples lives through sharing your story.

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  30. Megan, I am so sorry for both of your losses. I have been thinking of your family often. I have no idea in either case what you are going through, but know it must be devastating. I don't know you but have been following your story through friends of friends. Your strength and attitude amazes me, you are simply incredible. Like many that have posted, I don't know you, but I am awed at your perseverance and willpower in handling everything life has thrown your way these last few months. I am 27, and I know for a fact I would never have been able to handle all or even one of these situations with as much grace, maturity, faith, love, and the general attitude that you have. I am really not trying to be over complimentary, you really simply have just put me in my place, we all have daily battles that we face, but here you have been, not facing a single battle, but a multitude of them that we would all consider, life changing, and heart breaking, and you have wrote about them, and dealt with them, all, with such grace- I will go forward with your attitude in my heart and will still be thinking of you and your family often.

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  31. Hello Megan,
    We don't know each other, but I wanted to thank you for sharing what happened in your life. It's amazing how someone you don't know can still bring you to tears and heartache by sharing their story of great loss. I think it is therapeutic to write down an experience like this. I had a miscarriage recently and it helped me put the experience into perspective. (Which is only a small portion of what you have gone through). Your experiences don't define who you are. You are sill you--the strong woman who you have grown to love and nurture over the years. The obstacles you face can help you grow though and make you stronger. It sounds like you are already doing that--you should be very proud of yourself. I hope you are giving yourself credit just for waking up everyday and going on with the simple things in life. I'm sure it will take time to regain interest in some of the other things you used to love. I am also a nurse and working on a graduate degree. That takes a lot of work & nurses are strong brilliant people. (I'm a little biased). Someday you can use your experience to relate to your patients.
    Give yourself time to heal. Surround yourself with people you care about. Stay strong and thank you again for sharing!

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  32. Megan,
    My heart breaks for you. You are in my prayers for strength. With all you have gone through God must have a very special reward for you. You do need to be proud of the strength you have to get you through all this. Make sure to be good to yourself and take care of yourself. God Bless you!

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  33. Bless you Megan. Thank you for sharing your story. I will keep you in my prayers.

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  34. This is beautiful and you are amazing. I could not imagine the first tragedy of losing your husband not to mention all the other events piled on top of it!
    After we heard about the accident I made a point to talk to my husband about the scary 'what ifs' this just hits so close to home when it is people from a small farming community close by!
    My Prayers are with you as you continue to heal!
    I hope you continue this blog as an outlet :-)
    xo Laura Beth {Lisbon, ND}
    www.mrslaurabeth.com

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  35. Megan - I don't know you either, but lost my husband of 7 years on Easter Sunday in a motorcycle accident. He was 32 years old. And I am now a widow with a 2 and 5 year old to raise on my own. I will never in my life understand it or get over it - but if I have learned anything we all need to cherish each and every day we are given and live life to the fullest, because it can all change in an instant. It would be easy to stay in bed all day, wallowing in my sorrow. But I refuse to do that, and I know my husband wouldn't want me doing that either. So I remember him daily in everything I do, and I move ahead for my own sake and the sake of our children who need a sane parent now more than ever! Everyone says I'm strong and my answer to that is, I'm not strong - I'm numb. There is a difference. And I feel like 'being strong' means people aren't seeing what I really am going through. I'm not strong because I do miss him terribly, and I am falling apart inside. But I chose to deal with those things in my own time in my own spaces, not in public or in front of others. I would say I'm 'holding it together' rather than being strong. Keep writing, I started a blog as well and it has helped me so much! My thoughts and prayers are with you. No one should ever have to go through so much, and I'm so very sorry for all of this. (((HUGS)))

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  36. Your faith is inspirational, you are amazing and you do have "true strength"!

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  37. I know Kyrstin from high school. We have never met, but please know you have been in my daily prayers for some time now. Your story is unbelievable and ultimately inspirational. May you continue to be shed in the light of the Holy Spirit as you grieve you losses. All of my best. Sara Jennen Hillsboro, ND

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  38. May God bless you and keep you close to his heart. No-one should have to go through all this, but know you have good friends and family that will help you along.

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  39. Meg, I am so heartbroken for you. As I sit here reading your blog, all I can think is how much can one person go thru. Please remember thru all the pain God was with you. Now with God, you have your special DJ and your little angel always watching and protecting you. Your faith amazes me. I know you don't know me, but please know that I pray for you daily. God Bless

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  40. So sorry to hear about your lose and everything you have gone through the past weeks. I just read your blog and was touched by it, it is wonderful and so well written. You are a caring and compassionate person......my thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue in this life that God has given you. Continue to be strong and always remember to rely on your family and friends when the times get tough.

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  41. as I sit here at work (bad place to read this by the way) tears rolling down my entire face I feel the need to comment and introduce myself. I am a classmate of Katelyn Robbernnolt's and actually am on the SMSU Social Work board with her! Ever since the first time I heard of the accident my heart sank not only because I know Katelyn, but also because I knew that you two were newly weds (Katelyn talked a lot about how excited she was for the trip in Mexico) and also because I am also doing the long distance relationship with a pilot. Even when you may not know someone personally having that much in common really plugs at your heart strings.

    reading this blog was a roller coaster of emotions for me because, and just think you have LIVED it! I don't think i need to write a 12 page paper telling you how inspirational your story is but i do have to at least say in once. my twin sister past away when we were 16 and to go though a loss like that was tough but when it comes to your story its hard for me to even grasp it completely due to all the events that happened. Megan hearing about your struggles and knowing that you are CHOOSING to use what some people would say as the end of the road and you changing it into a positive is so heart warming. '

    I know you have received many quotes and you might have heard this one but I think it truely matches the love you still share with your husband and child.

    A letter from Heaven:
    When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes, filled with tears for me.
    I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say,
    I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time you think of me, I know you'll miss me too,
    when tomorrow starts without me, don't think were far apart, for every time you think of me, i'm right their in your heart.

    God bless you on your journey
    and remember that you will have good days and bad days but you cant have a rainbow without a little rain (or in your case a hurricane)
    I wish you nothing but the best!


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  42. Megan,
    I read your story via Kirsten, I was totally taken back by your strength! Although I cried pretty much the entire time I was reading your blog and couldn't help but to feel a connection with you on a strange level. My children and I had a rough 4 months last year as well...my sister passed away on June 8, my father passed on August 9 and my now ex husband was arrested for the unimaginable on September 9th. I have a two year old, 7 year old and 14 year old...all girls...so starting over is absolutely the scariest thing I've ever faced. But now, 8 months later its a lot easier to look back and see that life could honestly be worse than it was even during those dark moments. I admire your belief in the big guy up there and truly believe in guardian angels...because I believe my father was up there making sure my husband wasn't going to hide his secret any longer. If there is anything I could talk to someone going through a rough patch in life is...have faith in god and know that he doesn'tgive you more than you can handle. DDon't be ashamed to cry or have whatever feelings you have...because there is no one else in your shoes...so you have that right! I am looking forward to reading more about your life over time and hope your pain eases. Thank you again Megan.

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  43. What a wonderful post to illustrate the strength of the human spirit. I am sorry for your loss Megan and hope that your writing allows you some therapeutic relief. Not quite 4 years ago my wife and I found out that she was pregnant with our first and a week later we were in a motorcycle accident. I suffered aome prwtry severe injuries that left me in a coma and life support for a couple weeks. I suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury and spent a total of 10 weeks in the hospital. My wife by good graces didnt sustain severe injuries and we had a son 9 months later.

    I found that writing helped me understand what happened and the tremendous support we received from family and friends. I wrote a book (58 feet) that went thru each and every day of the praying, uncertainty and outstanding results. To this day, I almost have my previous life back, and have a new perspective on life. As a private pilot, there are inherent risks, just like all other activities, hobbies and routines. My wife had similar anxieties when I flew and because of my brain injury, i have not been allowed to have my pilots medical certificate reissued.

    Something that I wrote in healing and share with others is: Be strong and Venture on. Youbhave strength that many dont have to experience and you are blessed.

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  44. Megan-
    I too like many of the others who have found your blog do not know you but was introduced to your blog when a friend of mine shared it on Facebook. I can't tell you how sorry I am for both of your losses and am amazed at the strength you possess. Last year my husband and I went in for our 12 week ultrasound to find no heartbeat which ended in a D&C. This year after a round of fertility help to get my body back on track we lost our second baby at nine weeks. Our pregnancies were much like yours in which there was delayed intrauterine growth which ended in miscarriage. And our doctors still have no answers why it happens. I recently started a blog to help write about my experience as well as bring awareness to the loss experienced in a miscarriage. I can't imagine going through this journey without my husband. I am grateful that you know the Lord as that is the only way I could get through my journey. He will be your strength when you have none and help you carry on when the future seems impossible. I will continue to keep you in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story.

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  45. Megan,

    I have been following your story and my heart just aches for you. I recently got engaged and cannot image the pain you are going through. I pray for you daily and will continue to do so. I admire your strength and faith in the Lord.

    Blessings,
    Jenny

    "Lord, help!" they cried in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress. He calmed the storm to a whisper and stilled the waves. ~ Psalm 107:28-29

    "Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope ..." Romans 5:3-4

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  60. Midred Jackson Says

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  62. After being in relationship with him for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should rather contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that never believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I mailed the spell caster, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem and who is different from all the fake ones out there. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: drosedebamenspellhome@gmail.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything. CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS:drosedebamenspellhome@gmail.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEM

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  63. Hi everybody. I recently saw a testimony about Dr. Todd in a blog I visit for relationship and dating counseling problems because i had been having serious issues with my boyfriend and we had been dating for six months, he just suddenly changed,he wasnt returning my calls,he started cheating,he was hurting me in many ways i never thought possible and I just thought I should try it*maybe out of desperation of some sort*..and I contacted Dr. Todd..At first everything felt dreamy and unbelievable,his consultations and solution was a little bit easy and strange and I was scared a little coz I heard read and heard lots of stories of fake spell casters,scams and i never really believed in magic..I played along with a little hope and and faith and I sent some few stuffs after everything and it worked like a miracle,everything went to a while new direction,it was and is amazing...I guess it was all good faith that made me read That particular post that faithful day..I hope he could help other people too like he did me...I did a little and I got everything I wanted and wished for*my husband,my family and my life back. E-mail: manifestspellcast@gmail.com

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  64. My name is Melissa Vivian,I base in USA,Texas..My life is back!!! After 2 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me with two kids . I felt like my life was about to end i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a spell caster called Dr Ogidi, which i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet,I came across allot of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one particular testimony,it was about a woman called Sonia,she testified about how he brought back her Ex lover in less than 2 days, and at the end of her testimony she dropped PROPHET OGIDI email address. After reading all these,I decided to give it a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 48hours, my husband came back to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before Dr ogidi, is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man... If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems for you. Try Prophet ogidi at MIRACLECENTER110@GMAIL.COM anytime, he might be the answer to your problems. Here's his contact: MIRACLECENTER110@GMAIL.COM You can also call him or text him here:+12015913961

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  66. Just a quick note to tell the general public about a great man who brought my husband back to me after 11 years, his name is Dr. OKO. My husband was snatched from me by another woman when I went to see my sick mother, I came home to meet the house empty my husband was not at home, he wan’t picking call none will he call back. I was left alone with our 4 years old baby, he was gone for 11 years but just a month ago a friend of mine called me to tell about oko and she gave me his contact and I did contacted him and he told me my husband was with another woman. Also, he said he will bring back my husband within a few days, I thought it was a joke but behold my husband came home begging for forgiveness just as OKO promised. Off course I forgave my husband everything became normal even more that it was before. You too can be helped by him if interested through: okotemple@live.com or call/whatsapp: +2348131684022.

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  67. My Ex-boyfriend left me and my daughter since 6 weeks ago after, I tried ALMOST EVERYTHING to restore my relationship and I was disappointed. None was working out, A week later I saw Dr. Sam website and after I contact Dr. Sam for help, everything automatically change, my sadness became joy, smile was all over my face, everything happened very FAST and the result was effective. Dr Sam is the ONLY spell caster who i had success with, my boyfriend called me and said she wanted us to come back and also want to marry me. he came back to me begging me to accept him back and this happened Due to the help of Dr. Sam. I Am so happy that I have my boyfriend back. Contact Dr. Sam now for an urgent and fast love spell to win your relationship back.

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  68. I will forever be indebted to the great Doctor MICHAEL for fixing my broken marriage after my husband left me for his mistress for 3 months. I never believed in spells until my friend introduced me to him. At first, I was skeptical about him because I heard a lots about false spell casters but I put my doubts behind me for i was desperate to get my husband back and I did according to what he instructed me to do. Now my husband is back just within 48 hours of contacting him. I'm living happily with my husband again after 6 months of divorce and I will not rest till he's known all over the world. He's also specialize in money spells, lottery spells, sickness spells E.T.C. Get connected with Doctor MICHAEL now, his email is drmichaelspellcaster@gmail.com or WhatsApp on +2348139206346

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